Listography

Ten and more things to list down.

Nine people I want to see in Petaling Jaya.

Eight days since I last met you.

Seven things I want to buy.

Six minutes until midnight.

Five things to do tomorrow.

Four top favourite websites.

Three new addictions.

Two lovely kittens.

&&

Only one boy man.




I've got something to look forward to, again. Happy me.

Come away with me

It is 3 am and I am wide awake, swaying slowly to the song, listening to Norah Jones, her voice soft and husky singing my favourite tune on loop.

It is 3 am and I wish you were here with me, even just for one night. I wish we can dance to this, slowly, just you and me.

It is 3 am and I am missing you, badly :(

While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me

Stop.

Stop lingering around, what you seek is not here.

Stop hoping, it will never come true.

Stop dreaming, those dreams are for fools, fools like you.

Stop trying to come back, it will never happen.

Stop believing your own lies, you can never be better, ever.

Wake up, it's over.

There is no hope for you here.

And for the last time, go away and disappear.

The number 13

I cut my hair last week, a simple short bob that looks good on me on a very very extremely good hairday but turns me into a homeless person otherwise. I felt like cutting and was content (not exactly happy happy) with the results and missed my long hair a few days after.

Sunday turned out to be a great day for me, especially since the holidays started. Luck was on my side and fate brought us together, at first coincidentally and later a planned meet. Such joy. After a month of separation, we reunited once again, this time at Dome with two extras, Erin and Alea. The three met for the very first time and everything went well, except for the part where I almost teared up, but that's a different story altogether. Mum dropped by with the sisters and they exchanged 'Hellos', particularly with Shafiq and went off for lunch. We spent hours talking and went about hunting for goodies. I was smiles all day long and I liked it.


Forward four days and I am down with two aching ears that are throbbing like crazy. It could be those contaminated cotton buds or my sinus, spreading fungus(?) to the ear. Oh the agony of such pain, I never liked having any pain, especially at my ears and throat. Add that to the cramps I'm having and my life is complete.


Perhaps it was because of my upcoming periods, then, that I had frequent mood swings that made me feel like bursting into tears or throwing a fit every now and then. Perhaps that was why I was so angry this morning over a silly task that was not done by my sister, or probably because she has failed to do everything she was told immediately. Still, I have been in a grouchy mood all day long, easily angered by any comment made about me and/or by some school authority that gave me the cheek.


I went to buy doughnuts with my kid sister this afternoon and we were walking towards the car when a car passed us by, a car that looked very familiar. I was a little surprised at what I saw but made no effort to chase after the car or whatsit - there is no point in doing so. It must have been a mistake, because the paint is different and well, I don't suppose it is.

We turned thirteen months yesterday while Faiqah turned sixteen today. Happy sweet sixteenth, sister. He is now in Sabah with his family and I hope things are going well over there. I hope to see him again next week, if I get lucky.

That aside, I have been well this week. A bit angry, sick and upset but well and alright. The kittens, Chon and Nuui, are keeping me company and delighting us all and I have plenty of joy with them around. Oh, and do excuse the picture spam.

Turrah :)

Cloud my doubt

Pray tell, what do the signs say, when little things make your heart sway?

Excuse me, do I smell?

Statement: I can't say I don't have anything against smelly people, because in some ways, I do.

Question: Don't we all?

It is not wrong to sweat because everyone does. But it's wrong if you SMELL. If you know that you have BODY ODOUR then please please please, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! Put some deodorant and if that doesn't work find one that does! Or seek some professional advice of sorts. I don't know, just do something! It'd do justice for all of us, for all mankind.

I don't need to explain about gory details and show examples 'cause I know you know what I'm taking about.

Memang la kalau sehari keluar tu bau hari and pergi bersukan or jalan kaki tu buat peluh, paham la. Tapi ni kalau sejam dua baru jalan and even kat tempat air-cond lagi dah start BAU, haru la. Come onnnnnn.

Note to self: Be careful when lending your clothes to people who have body odour because once they wear it, their smell will stay on the clothes. Especially if it's on silk or chiffon. Sigh.

Trust me lads, this could save your life, or your clothes. Whichever goes.

Some words

So far, it is understood that getting and having a driving license does not mean getting/having the permission to leave the house as I please.

And so far, it is also understood that until he is sure that I can make decisions that are not govern by my emotions, but by reason and until he knows I can take care of myself, that will be the day I will be free (given the permission to go about as I please).

Here's the catch, we don't know when that day is. It could be this year, or it could be five years ahead. Only God knows when, so help me God and make it quick.

Tagged by Atikah

I've got to say that this is one of the best meme's yet.

1) List 20 things that you want to say people, but never will.
2) Don’t say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.


One. You should stop being so self-centered and start listening to other people's advice for a change. You are not always right, you know.

Two. I think that the decision of yours is utterly stupid and ridiculous, that you would only take one of your own.

Three. As much as I love you and still do, I hate the fact that you go do all that crap.

Four. You are a nice person but you are showing way too much pda it makes me queasy. Like stop already and get a room.

Five. HAHAHAHA, PADAN MUKA KAU! Padan muka! HAHAHAHHAH you deserve it doofus!

Six. I think you're nice, most of the time and I want to believe what you just said. Don't make me regret it.

Seven. Thank you for everything. And I mean, EVERYTHING. You're such a great person, I'm blessed.

Eight. You can't keep me away from the world forever and you are being so unfair right now. Do something already, I am tired of your excuses and tired of all the could have(s) and should have(s). Stop blaming others for your mistakes and stop condemning people who are not like you.

Nine. You should leave him. All he wants is to get in your pants. I bet he fucks everything that moves.

Ten. My feelings towards you are just mutual, I don't like you nor do I hate you but sometimes you annoy me.

Eleven. Honestly, I never liked you from the start.

Twelve. Kenapa you dah gedik ah?

Thirteen. You shouldn't flirt with everyone, you know. I don't like it when you do it with him.

Fourteen. Stop being such an attention seeker, it's pathetic. And stop taking pictures with the same pose every single time, I don't care if you wear Topshop/F21/Zara only.

Fifteen. I used to get jealous and uneasy every time you're mentioned. It's not your fault that you're perfect, it's mine that I'm not.

Sixteen. Ken's not as hot as I thought. You do the same two poses every time you take pictures it's boorriinngg. You are not a hotstuff that make guys go gaga so don't say it as if you are.

Seventeen. I wonder how you change partners ever so often and so quickly.

Eighteen. I don't like you, especially when you keep on pestering me with those irksome questions and I never miss you. So stop pestering me already.

Nineteen. You take so many bad pictures with all those faces you make that even when you smile you still look bad.

Twenty. I know I don't say this enough, but I love you, despite the fact that you always get on my nerves. But yes, I love you.


Not all are repressed hostility or anger, but most of them are. I particularly fancy #5. I hereby tag you people that I linked, and those who wish to do this meme. Turrah.

Slowhand man

I've been busy taking care of my little tots this week and had little time for myself, occupied with other chores. Driving classes left me feeling lethargic and I spend my evenings browsing online stores, gazing at the lovely bargains and wishing I could afford them all.

An interesting part of a conversation I had with a friend, who wishes not to be named as she fear people might think she's a pervert ;)


{counting the days} says: HAHAHHAA
{counting the days} says: u pernah naik rollercoaster apa
Alyaa says: pernah la once kat legoland
Alyaa says: and a couple of times kat genting
Alyaa says: the cyclone and the cockscrew
Alyaa says: so nice one!
{counting the days} says: U NAIK CORKSCREW
{counting the days} says: its corkscrew not cockscrew
{counting the days} says: HAHAHAHAHA
{counting the days} says: COCKSCREW??? DAMMMNN
Alyaa says: damn typo


That aside, a song I am crazy about these days. Sang by the late George Harrison of The Beatles, featuring Eric Clapton on the guitar, who rocked it off.

Oh, and I finally passed my driving test. So there you go.

To whom it may concern;

Thank you for your interesting and rather ghastly comment on that post that I wrote about a year ago. Funny you mentioned that you Googled (or searched for it online) and found that post. How interesting. I will not write about you and do all that, not here. I am tired and I am in no mood for drama. I will gladly let it pass and hope that our paths will never cross, ever again. You chose your words so brilliantly and I sure hope you're happy, now that you got all that out of your chest. Go play traffic.

Thank you and goodbye, whoever you are.

Food for thought

Sometimes, you just don't know who you'll end up with. You just never know.

Sometimes, you can be madly in love with him, doing things that lovers do and then, next thing you know, you're engaged and is marrying someone else.

Sometimes, you can be in love with a person and stayed in the relationship because you think it'll be such a waste to break up after four years being together but the next person you fall in love with is the one who will be the real love and wed you, even.

Sometimes, things don't always go your way. You can only do much to make it work but if fate takes a different turn then it will never be.

Sometimes, you will have to eat all the promises you've carelessly made. But of course then, you thought you could actually keep it when in truth, you can't. Or won't.

Sometimes, you wished you could tell the younger you to not be such an idiot because what you said, did and were then embarrassed the person you are now.



You win some, you lose some. Make the best of what you have and be happy. You deserved every right to be.

New kittens!

Hello thar!

I've great news to share with you people :)

As you already know, my late-cat Snow passed away about two weeks ago and it has been pretty quiet around the house since. My sisters and I were determined to get another cat, preferably a kitten (so that we can train 'em and all) and we persuaded our parents to get one for us. So at noon today, all of us excluding the father, went out cat-hunting. After visiting four - one was relocated, apparently, so three - places, we finally found it, THEM!

After much thought and consideration (inclusive of the father as we asked him to come by the shop which was nearby our place), they gave the green light and we bought two of them. Both are about two-month old Persians (not the peke-faced type, or 'penyek' faced) and both are of similar colours, Blue (another term for the colour Grey, don't ask me I don't make the rules here).

Anyways, my sister decided to name them with uhm... Siamese/Thai names. The male was named Chon, which means Spoon in Thai while the female was named Nuui, which means Small. So, Small Spoon? Chon is slightly bigger than Nuui and his coat is slighty darker as well while Nuui's a little bit smaller and has white legs that made her look like she's wearing socks, like that.

So from this day forward, we shall take good care of them as they were pretty costly (RM 900 each) and Mum made us all contribute three hundred each, all four of us. All and all, we're pretty much in love with those kittens right now weeeee.

SOME PICTURES :D

Chon

Nuui

Chon (darker), Nuui (lighter)

Chon & Nuui playing at the book shelf

Oh I'm in love with them both! Kawaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~ Kyaaaaaaa :D