Brain freeze

Eh, it's the 31st! That means 31% off your regular ice-cream. Ooh chocolate chip!

Somebody take me out for Baskin Robbins pretty please? Ice-cream would be delight. I could use some right now. Or maybe one of those Oreo McFlurry with Strawberry, surprisingly that tastes pretty good too.

I need a break.

Crumble

This is really tiring me out. God, please help me achieve my goals this semester - weight-wise and study-wise.

Tolong tolong.

Milkshake

Your older sister knows my friend, your other older sister knows my friend's brother and your younger sister is my sister's friend (also my junior in school). Small worldnya.

Ahahaha.

Clocks

Good afternoon Kuala Lumpur!

I had a crazy weird dream this morning, which consist of what I viewed at Twitter about #yogfsomalay and #yobfsomalay before I went to bed, the stuff I talked with Alan last night about his type of girls and his recently changed status on Facebook (which was all a prank, basically, but still dudeeeee) and Rawsyad's 'perut kembung' episode which lasted for an hour. What ay nightt.

So basically I found out that -- has a girlfriend SO Malay, that she toggle case eVeRyThInG sHe wRiTeS (one thing that Alan and I talked about) and that she couldn't even speak or write proper English and writes her texts and the likes, like this - bWaT pE tUe cYg? kItEw nK pEgI mAnEwW? (this had to do with the fact that I read #yobfsomalay and #yogfsomalay on Twitter, cracked me up like mad). In the dream, the girl was supposed to get hitched but at the same time she is with -- and then I found out and I went all "What the hell man? WHY LORD WHYYY?" Ooh and how did I find out all of this? I went to -- accounts and found all the folders/pictures/love emails/letters etc. (this is in the dream la ye) and then I went "Oh no wonder you were so secretive about your whereabouts now ah!" Then I remembered a lot of crying (mostly on my part, of course) and me screaming like a mad woman, yelling "I HATE YOU I HATE YOU YOU FREAKING PIECE OF FUCK YOU WANKER LIAR I HATE YOUUU" and then something happened like me falling of a cliff or getting hit by a bus or something and BAM! I woke up startled. Ugh, what a nightmare.

So, so far there's been 2 crazy weird dreams and 2 good ones. I like 'em good ones :)

Anyway, yesterday was a bad day for Rawsyad as he had a bloated tummy all through the evening and into the night and at midnight, Mum brought him upstairs as he was wailing like a sad-and-in-pain kid. We tried everything - putting Minyak Yuyi (minyak angin), rocking him, massaging his tummy, reading Ayat Kursi, talked to him, everything. After almost an hour, he finally quieted down and went to bed. It felt like the longest hour I've ever had with a kid. I don't know how I'm going to cope if my very child acts like that, which I'm pretty sure he/she will, somehow. Mum said, "Kalau ni anak awak mesti awak nangis sekali." and I replied, "Yeah I think so too." which I think is likely to happen sebab mesti lah sedihnya tengok anak menangis dalan kesakitan and that no matter what we do dia nangis jugak sampai tak tahu nak buat apa dah, that all you can do is not go balistic and smother your child to shut him up. Takutnya. Macam mana nak ada anak nanti? :/

The little one is doing well now, slept from 1am all the way to seven thirty in the morning and he's sleeping as we speak. Cute little bundle of joy.

Alan said I have weird friends - people who the total opposite of me and well, pretty much weird lah. Fufufu agak betul di situ. Takpa, jangan jadi macam tu sudah la ye.

Abah said Rawsyad looks a lot like me when I was a baby so I took out the old albums and went through them and sure did, he does look quite a lot like me only lagi tembam kot? And oh yeah, lelaki. Being all hyped and excited about it as I normally am when I look at old pictures and start to feel all nostalgic, I went to the bookstore and had them scanned, only six though, because there wasn't much time as I'm going back to campus later. Oh and also because it's not free to get them pictures scanned -_-" RM 1.50 satu A4. I don't money d, so pokai now :'( Perhaps next time I'll take it along with my to UIA and scan them there, for free :D Or Abah should get a scanner but... eh tak payah lah. So yeah.

Here are those pictures :) Not much, and mostly of me kikikiki. Lain kali cari lagi and scan gambar dorang pulak ye :D

Rockin' out Abah's old sunnies. I'm awesome yo. Ahahhaa.

My favourite toy then. When you pull (press actually) the trigger it will make sounds and lights will blink. It was superrrr.

I remember having those Bata slippers for years!

(I only uploaded three because it's taking too long to upload the other three. Maybe when I have the time I will do it.)

Alriteyy then I must go now. Have a great weekend!

Sing-along songs

I feel good today :)

Although I didn't study much today, I sang, I ran, I did the whole workout routine, I sweat like ay pig and I controlled my food intake.

Time to lose weight baby! I'm going to measure in inches as well now.

Things are starting to look better, health wise. I'm still trying to improve on the study part as well as areas concerning my emotions. It'll get better, Insya Allah.

I want to talk about my birthday wishlist kikiki which I do every year without fail - it doesn't hurt to dream now ey but I'll write later. It's almost nine now, I better get back to studying UNGS, must finish it tonight!



Love,

Me.

Callin' you

Today I...

... made/cooked taco. It tasted good but the meat was a tad too salty for my liking, even for me. Next up, chicken fajitas!

... made/cooked meatballs ala IKEA :D The whole lot, meatballs, french fries, lingonberry jam and ze sauce from Ikea food market itself. Booyah. Jam good, fries good, meat gooood *Joey style hehehe*

... studied for three hours only T___T Must improve on that. I'm thinking of studying for another two after this. Mum even suggested I go back to campus early so that I would study. Haiyah. But I'm just gonna die of boredom there.

... spent 30 minutes on the treadmill doing cardio workout and 20 more doing lunges and crunches. Huzzah!

... watched Star World after god knows how long. We finally have the Variety/Fun/Metro package again on Astro ahahhaa. Now we can all watch Spongebob on Nickelodeon :D !

... listened to that song on repeat.

... survived.

Never Gonna Be Alone

It's funny how one song will always remind you of a particular situation and no matter how soon or long after, it can still remind you of the situation so vividly.

I'm listening to that song now.

Your Call

Another day well-spent. Woke up early in the morning and had breakfast at seven in the a.m hehe. I did some chores, slept again (tak cukup tidur), woke up and sent Chon nyai to the vet for his monthly wash. Had an early lunch and picked up Chon at three and he smelled like dry-cleaned laundry ahhh so naissss cium dia then it was off to Ikea for a computer table, a chair and of course, meatballssss. Oh food, lovely food. My guilty pleasure kikikiki, but I only took 5 so okay lah kan? We checked out Crocs at Ikano and didn't find anything we like so we headed back home.

I wonder what tomorrow has in stores for me. Mama said we're going grocery shopping so yay. But that would also mean I will have less time to study, which sadly, I only did for two hours, after three days at home.

Three days. Three days.

Sigh.

I better study (A LOT) tomorrow, or else.

Nah, not in the mood to write proper sentences because I am lazy like that.


Talk to you soon.

Baked fish and aubergines

Today was goooood. Great food at The Apartment and Mum got me a Harrods bag which I don't know what it's for but heh rezeki jangan di tolak.

Showed Mum the pair of shoes that I wanted, that I thought of asking for my birthday but she said the pair of shoes I wanted is not practical and unfortunately for me there's none in my size so I should think of something else to get for my birthday. I told Mum about the Aldo pair and she thought it would be nice but I don't think Father would get it for me. Sooo we shall see. I like the Nine West pair a lot butbutbut they don't have it in my size asdfghjkl; so I guess that's a no no. Sigh.

Mum suggested I get a purse, a good one, since mine's already 4 years old but I haven't come across one that I am in love with. I thought of getting a handbag but again, haven't come across one that I'm in love with (yes I am that fussy).

I should probably go hunting for a birthday gift soon.

So who's with me?

Conversation

"Siapa dia?"

"Oh ada this guy kat sekolah dulu yang suka I"

"You suka dia?"

"Kejap, yeah."

"Lepas tu you dengan (insert first boyf name yuck)"

"A ah."

"LOSERRRRRRRRRRR."

"I know :/"

"Kenapa orang yang you suka semua nama S huh?"

"Uh.. tah. Hahaha"


Hi old friend!

Twenty First !

Happy 21st Birthday Aifaa sayang !



xx

Ruthful

These feelings will continue to live.

Things may have changed, but I haven't.

♥

Love this page.

Check out the second and second last quotes by Nick Mercer ♥

Someone like you

I want to belive it so much but I know I will only fool myself if I do.

I don't know how you do it like you do.

Sometimes I wish I could be just like you.

The Hundredth Time

I seriously don't know how you people do it.

Over and over.

Like a small matter, like it didn't matter at all.

That you'd do it all over again.

But only this time it's someone else.

It's one big cycle.

I just don't know how you people do it.


Because I can't.

The Wishing Well

I wish I knew.

Know.

Known.

I wish I do.

Uhh,

Tak nak delete, boleh?

I tak nak lah. Tak pa la eh.

Tongue-tied

It's good to see you again, though.

!

Mama made a nice offer if I could get DL again. An incentive. Motivation. Call it what you want. I want it. I have my eyes on that JPA scholarship. I want! It's such a waste that I didn't complete the application when I had the chance. Tsk tsk. Will have to work things out this semester if I want it, which I do.

Wish me luck!

Getting there

My inspiration has gone elsewhere, therefore, from now on, money and first class upper standings shall motivate me to work harder, better.

Money does move people.

The Ticket Is Valid

And maybe I'll sleep at the station because there's nothing to go home to but an empty fridge and some stale mayonnaise.

And maybe I'll make friends with the guys sleeping under cardboard boxes and newspapers and we'll discuss what it means to love and to live.

And maybe I'll wander the city, one lost particle in a dust storm of Mondays, late nights and reports due yesterday.

And maybe I'll get on a plane or a ship and get lost in places I've never been lost in before.

And maybe I'll keep my phone on me in case you call. And tell me there's something to come home to.


(via I Wrote This For You)

Resolution #1

#1 Get up.

#2 Survive.

#3 Go to bed.



I can do this.

Goodbye

Twenty ten is off to a bad start, at least for me.

I'm sure things are looking good for you, now that you're free. Literally.



Here's to sad love songs, again.

Against All Odds

This time, it's the song. Listen to every word.

That's exactly how I feel.


Here's to sad love songs.