The Messenger Was Dead When I Got Here

You should tell them the truth. Tell them that if they hold on too tightly, love might cut them. Tell them to hold on tightly anyway. Tell them everything is worth it and that the richness of life is only ever enhanced by its inevitable, brief flashes of sadness and loss.

(via I Wrote This For You)

Haih :(

Christian

You will never know.

To England, with love

It was excruciatingly painful to watch you go home but it was a match worth watching nonetheless. It was all worth it - the time, the energy, the spirit and even the jersey, I would say. We're still proud of you and love you nonetheless and we shall always wear our jerseys full of pride and hold you close to our hearts. Give yourself a pat on the back ay.

With love from all of us around the world.

xx

Aristotle

I was right not to join you. Look where you are now, and look where I would have been. It would only result it a lot of sulking behind your back and utter annoyance, I'm sure. No surprises there, I'd say.

Lately, I've been getting a bad vibe from you. Lame girl move, to read into something, but I guess I should at least take the hint huh?

If that's what you want.

James Bullard

I used to like this date, always looking forward to it. Used to is the keyword here.

But I don't like today. I watched too much Vampire Diaries that I keep on dreaming about them, not that I don't like it. It's nice to see Stefan Salvatore or Paul Wesley hikhikhik he's super awesome.

I woke up with an excruciatingly bad pain in my right shoulder and my left hip, hurts to the core. I can't even turn my head to the right. Bugger.

But that's not all. Last night, I was bruised and I was bruised yet again today. Just my luck. If you call that luck. Pfft.

I don't know what, or why, but my body is just crashing real bad. Major headaches throughout the day, back/shoulder pain, neck pain, hip pain, arm pain, heartache, influenza, cough - what more can a girl ask for?

It's times like these that I need someone like you but sadly you are nowhere to be found. Sigh. This is just sick, and so am I. Pain's not going away anytime soon so it's probably best if I hit the sack.

Bye.

Count Olaf

The only thing stopping me from expressing myself in the most barbaric ways is the fact that you're kin.

There's only so much I can take.

Stefan

It's been a series of vague statements and sentences for a while now.

Secrets are formed and lies were told. Alliances created and ties, broken. You get the gist.

There's so much going on yet no one wants to share. They keep on saying the same thing, dodging questions, diverting attention. It's getting old.

It's dying. Maybe it died already.

Liechtenstein

I took down my wall for 30 days, it seemed. A month of silence. I kind of liked it really.

Somehow I like my privacy. It does get lonely, sometimes but ahh, you just bear with it. That and the fact that my mind couldn't conjure up the words. Lagging, I suppose.

The nanny job proved to be quite tough but I kinda liked taking care of the cute little fella. Uber love.

I'm pulling myself out of the race because of a few reasons, and also the fact that I'm not so much in the mood. It's just too much trouble that I'm not willing to take; there's just not enough reason to do so, you know? I didn't want to feel left out, before, I'm sure after this I would but ah... oo well. It doesn't make any difference if I'm there, or not. Never did in the first place.

I sort of miss having you around, but I suppose you're too busy to notice.

Good night.

Jet

My sister left for college today... and then there were two. Eh, three (counting Rawsyad, terlupa pulak).

Three years ago I started on my journey in CFS PJ, now it's Faiqah's turn to start hers. She got into Kolej Mara Banting, on her way to med school (to save the worlddddddd hehe that's quoting someone heh). Father worries about her, so many what ifs. I suppose we all did. She isn't really the independent type. But I know she'll be fine, she'll get used to it.

I guess we're gonna miss her now ey ;)

Good luck, and all the best.

Dexter

That's always the case, huh?

Blah.

David

You used to be the reason why.

Fitzwilliam

I suppose you could say I've lost my momentum in writing and babbling stuff out, here. There's something about being private that entices me. Sure, there are some things that I just want to share but unfortunately for me, the luxury of having time, space, and of course, the Internet doesn't come by too often, hence the disappearance.

I was, busy with my finals that I left this space, and the others, unattended. Not that you missed out on anything though, I suppose.

Maybe I'll get back to belting out silly stuff and sharing those happy moments with you lot again. Lift the spirits up in here a little bit, no?

I hope that you are doing well, wherever you are.

Au revoir.

The Taking Of Turns

You are in some songs that still get played on the radio when the DJ is feeling nostalgic.

You are in a book you once lent me (never returned) with yellowed pages.

You are in trees when I touch them, even ones without names carved into them.

You are in the way someone on the street laughs as I pass them.

You are in a box I keep filled with letters.

You are in a ring I no longer wear.

And, every day, you each get a moment to haunt me.


(via I Wrote This For You)

Romanov

Sometimes all this caring suffocates me. Loosen up a little.

The least you can do is to trust me on taking care of myself. Is that too much to ask for?

Bernardo

"You captivate me more than anyone could ever have."

Not anymore, sadly.

Ted Bundy

I don't expect you to understand everything I do. Or why I'm like this.

Because you can't.

Because you don't know what matters to me, or not.

Because you don't know what pisses me off, or what doesn't.

Because you don't give a shit trying to find out.

And even if you do, you still don't give a shit.

So don't you dare ask me why.

Don't you dare.

Iain

All my dreams are beautiful. But none as beautiful as you. You are the reason I return here each morning.


-IWTFY.

Logan

I'm going to do my best to be better. I have to. I must.

Rolland Butter

If only you can say what your heart wants to say, or do what your hearts wants to do. If only you get to live your life your way.

If only.

Freddy

If there's one thing I hate, it is this.

This regret that I have to live with.

No matter how things change, or how good I will be, it will never be good enough.

There will always be a void, an empty space waiting to be filled.

I never told you what they said because I know they're right.

Because it hurts. Because it doesn't change anything.

Life's the same with or without.

They liked you, a lot. But it doesn't matter anymore.

Nothing matters anymore.

I hate where I am right now.

I hate my life.

Jason

This is it, I guess.

I'm never coming back.

-

My interest is running thin. So is my patience.

Why is it so hard to be happy these days?