The Reminders Still Take Me

Nothing is faster than the speed of thought. I can look at anything and think of you.

(via I Wrote This For You)

evade

maybe you shouldn't have told me those things and i shouldn't have said what i did too. because sometimes, it's better not knowing. because really, how do you un-know things? you can't. unless you forget. and only time, perhaps, only time can do that. make me forget. it's weird how i always let myself like that it's not even funny. i try and i try and i fail.

on a different note, i dreamt of morgan a couple days back. she told me she saw you. that's good, wish i could see you too. but that seems to be unlikely. maybe i'll get to see you some time soon. maybe.

which reminds me, i have an overdue call to make. tomorrow.

issues

if anything goes wrong and you're left wondering why, you have no one to blame but your pathetic self. i hate you for what you are.

your hand in mind.

that will be. for now. until i find something better to replace it with. although i must say, i was pretty happy to stumble upon this. it's perfect. a little bit similar to alias but different still. will look for more that could serve as a good header.

im too tired. reid and morgan would have to wait. good night.

sedetik lebih

i dont do this space justice. i dont feel like observing my spellings and capitals. not now. certain posts will be this way. some wont.

something went wrong along the way. thats why. listening to anuar zains sedetik lebih is bringing out the emotional side of me. only that now theres nothing, or no one to be emotional about or towards. but the song touched me anyhow.

theres a void in me somewhere. i want to get excited about things but really nothing excites me these days. not even my books and that is a bad sign. ok i lied. criminal minds does excites me.

im off to watch some now. later.

i miss those two the most :(

melted pot.

and then i hear your voice, i go back to square one.

Jargon

Hi. So I said I would be writing again. I forgot. There's just plenty of other things else I've lost the momentum. I suppose it's pretty much the latter. There are reasons of course. Reasons like not wanting to be too transparent. Or reasons like not wanting a certain party to read my posts etc. etc.

But I will keep writing and not so much in an orderly fashion, no. Been trying to change the look of this blog but in vain. I just couldn't get it to be the way I want it to be. I fancy the girl whose friends with the squirrels blog. God I need a new nickname for her or maybe just call her by her name. But I kind of like the anonymity.

At this point, I am still with no job, at home doing chores mending the nets (no) and so forth. Classes have started and I enjoyed in very much. Oh and my nose is runny. My god I swear if I could I'd vacuum this darn nose if I have to.

Other than that, I've got two bubs buggin me from time to time but that is contained. Sorry for being cold but no, not my cuppa tea.

There's a pain in my back. & my nose is leaking like I don't even hafta blow it. Hey ho hey ho.