Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Starting over

Ah yes, yes. I will blog again :) There's no one to. Well, there is but the phone bill is already too high, heh. Hm, had a fight with him again yesterday. Not a pretty one, as always I was yelled at again. Not only from him but the father too. Am sick of it. God I wish I can get out of here, quick! I don't really feel like writing in full sentences, not now. I wanna get a new haircut. I actually feel like chopping my head off but cutting the hair seems fair enough, I suppose. I'm listening to Damien Rice's Accidental Babies. God I'm shivering like hell. I cried like mad and I feel like crying again ;( Try listening to it. It'll move you. Give it a chance and you'll see for yourself.



"Accidental Babies"

Well I held you like a lover
Happy hands and your elbow in the appropriate place

And we ignored our others, happy plans
For that delicate look upon your face

Our bodies moved and hardened
Hurting parts of your garden
With no room for a pardon
In a place where no one knows what we have done

Do you come
Together ever with him?
And is he dark enough?
Enough to see your light?
And do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
Do you miss my smell?
And is he bold enough to take you on?
Do you feel like you belong?
And does he drive you wild?
Or just mildly free?
What about me?

Well you held me like a lover
Sweaty hands
And my foot in the appropriate place

And we use cushions to cover
Happy glands
In the mild issue of our disgrace

Our minds pressed and guarded
While our flesh disregarded
The lack of space for the light-hearted
In the boom that beats our drum

Well I know I make you cry
And I know sometimes you wanna die
But do you really feel alive without me?
If so, be free
If not, leave him for me
Before one of us has accidental babies
For we are in love

Do you come
Together ever with him?
Is he dark enough?
Enough to see your light?
Do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
Do you miss my smell?
And is he bold enough to take you on?
Do you feel like you belong?
And does he drive you wild?
Or just mildly free?

What about me?
What about me?

That's the song right there. Alaa. I wanna cry lah. Still searching for a new layout. Bleh. Later.

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