I've deleted all posts with his name on it or has anything to do with him, so you can see that my archives are now a lot less than it was before. No matter, I don't need those posts to remind me of the past. I know who I am and that's good enough. I've been feeling vulnerable lately, perhaps due to the sleeping schedule and unstable hormones. Probably.
The way I deal with it is by cleaning up, rearranging things or doing my chores, something like that. Perhaps the change of scene helps me deal with it. I've thrown away everything, deleted all pictures and evidence and now the blog posts. The only thing stopping me before was uhm... the archive? or something like it. What's left now are the thoughts and old stuff.
Perhaps the only thing I need to do now is learn how to let go, and get my sleeping schedule back on track, of course.
The way I deal with it is by cleaning up, rearranging things or doing my chores, something like that. Perhaps the change of scene helps me deal with it. I've thrown away everything, deleted all pictures and evidence and now the blog posts. The only thing stopping me before was uhm... the archive? or something like it. What's left now are the thoughts and old stuff.
Perhaps the only thing I need to do now is learn how to let go, and get my sleeping schedule back on track, of course.
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