Just so you know,

I will not be going tomorrow. The incident that took place has dampened my mood to attend the gathering at I's. Besides, I won't be able to join the group anyways as I have class at eight tomorrow night - all the more reason not to go, no? Tutorial, yes, but important nonetheless as midterm is just around the corner.

I know I'd probably envy the pictures that will be posted up after but that is something I must live with, now that I've made the decision to stay. I'm sorry, people. I'm even more sorry for myself, really.

oo well.

"...nanti takde kawan", you said. But that's okay, because surely true friends stick with you even though you can be quite an arse and (almost) never join them for gatherings because you usually can't but that's okay, if they choose to leave, then you'll just have to bear with it. Nak buat macam mana kan. *cue Bad Day song, it should be played all week. Heh.

Suppose I'll go swimming instead. Aha! There's the silver lining to this cloud.


Positive energy is what I need right now, but what I seem to lack most.