W,

I miss you.

The Shock Of Honesty

Scare the world: Be exactly who you say you are and tell the truth.


(via I Wrote This For You)

Shafiq's 21st

Terlalu comel untuk di makan but we ate it anyway omnomnomnom.

Ordered from MyHeart Cupcakes :)

Haro Kitty

Currently Hello Kitty crazy :) I'm using the Hello Kitty theme on my Mozilla browser kikikiki. I didn't fancy Hello Kitty as a child though, but somehow this kitty cat got my attention (3 years back) and now I wish I could get these babies. Kawaii desu!







Kawaii kawaii kawaii !

Smile Like You Mean It

It was a whirlwind weekend (& we both know why), but at the end of the day, what's important is that I'm still smiling.

Yes, I'm smiling and I feel at peace. Well, at least for now :)

Thanks for everything ♥

I love you.

Light up

Someone told me my posts are melancholic and sad and that I should cheer up and enjoy my life. Someone also told me that I should be strong and be happy.

Be happy.

I'm trying to be just that :)

Read my mind

...because either way, you lose.

Until further notice

I'm taking a break from this shit.

Goodbye, for now.

Cognition

Today I almost, almost!, did something that I wanted to do for a long time. I almost wanted to be bold and just get on with it, I mean what the heck, as long as I'm happy, no? I haven't done something nice for myself for a long time. I deserve that, at least.

But then I started to think things over and came to my senses; you can't always have what you want. Right? You don't always get what you want. Hardly. There are just some things that you can't have, that you're not meant to have.

Priorities over wants and needs, I decided to drop the whole idea altogether. No point pondering on it anymore. There will be other times, I'm pretty much sure, but it sucks nonetheless knowing that it won't happen now.

Perhaps someday I'll get to do things without any restraint, or constraint. To be able to do things freely, as I please, and not have to worry about the aftermath.

Perhaps.

As of now, I'm trying to find solace in helping a friend out with her project, as always, work helps calm me down. Rearranging things, putting things back together - it sort of gives me a sense of control, as I cannot control the other parts of my life.

I'm going to take a breather now.

Tell me why

They tell me to not think about it.

That it's not worth thinking.

But I just can't help myself.

I still can't figure out why.