This year's a little different from the last, a little less merry and a little more empty than the ones we've had before. Perhaps it was the lack of Eid spirit, the constant headaches, the guilt for not studying more than week and the never-ending anticipation for the finals which is just around the corner that's making me feel a little less that I expected. Add influenza to that and my life is now complete. Terrific.
This is not good, which is the reason why I'm heading back to campus on the 6th or 7th, whichever goes. I am definitely not in my best state, at all. I've been trying not to bite my nails for a few weeks now but the absence of an emery board is tempting me to bite them. I try my best to restraint myself from doing so; so far so good.
I'm missing the regulars I see every day, we hardly talk since the holidays started - except for one, whom I call regularly for updates, small talks and simply just to ease the missing heart. Absence makes the heart grows fonder, or so they said. I want to see them again before I go, before we all go.
There will be two more Tuesdays to come but somehow I doubt we can squeeze that one hour in, with all the hype that's happening. What a shame. It'll be ten days and then it's farewell again to you and me - to us all. How I dread long holidays :/
...and still I can't figure out why these headaches are occurring so often it's madness. This has got to stop. I'll take my leave now, my head is throbbing like mad and I can no longer tolerate the pain. I must take my pills now.
Till then, good night.
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