Fences

Normally I would have created a list by now, like the one I did earlier this year, or before, (read: here) but I am putting that on hold at the moment due to my poor health. I still have one day left, till new year that is.

Just today itself I have vomitted about four times, two pukes each session, both at different locations and time. Suffice to say everything I swallowed during lunch went right back out and I mean chicken-still-in-its-form out. I bet that girl thought I was bullimic, or pregnant even, when she saw me puking in the toilet. Luckily no one saw or passed by the gents' room when I puked there during my Management lecture.

I had this once, about two years ago, or was it three(?) and even that lasted for about two weeks. Imagine, two weeks of eating and vomitting right after each meal, I did feel like a bullimic. But I never went on the scales to check my weight though, heh.

I remember this one time, the worst, I was at Klcc eating wild mushroom soup when suddenly my throat felt itchy (gatal?) and I rushed outside the restaurant heading for the toilet, only to walk the opposite direction. As soon as I reached the emergency exit (nearest door I could find) I puked so bad that liquid came out from my nose(!). Mhm, yeah, disgusting really, I know but suppose it's better than barfing right in front of everyone.

I wonder how some people can stay bullimic really, it's just painful and agonizing and downright yeck yeck.

I'm liking the cyber cafe here - very spacious, flat screen computers, peaceful, no mosquitoes but I don't quite fancy the keyboard, but nevertheless... So I spent two hundred on three thick big books and I had to carry them all the way to my mahallah (hostel, in other terms) and now I feel so broke and tired due to all that walking and carrying. I'm using way too much ands.

It is week two now and I feel that it has finally begun to sink in that there will be no play play after this. Buggah. Anyhoo, I will get back to you on the list.

It's been a pretty bad week, health wise especially and I like having cold water splashed on my face. It feels really good. Random.

K night!