Phlegm kahak phlegm

I should be packing now but but but malas. I've been coughing out phlegm so much my head hurts, like the time when water went into my nose when I jumped into the pool too hard. Yeah, it's that bad. I don't feel like eating but that would mean leaving my poor tummy grumbling all day long and even if I do, I'd end up puking it all out again due to the bad cough.

I have been in a crappy mood all weekend and I doubt it's about to get any better. I don't know why, but it seems like the meds are not really working for me, sigh. I don't recall being this sick for a while now, even with my allergy, it was never this bad. I wonder how I'm going to cope during classes as I will have to use the toilet every now and then, and I've already finished two boxes of tissue paper.

Is this really just a really really excruciatingly bad cough or something more? I hope not, but this is killing me! Seriously, I DIE DIE DIE T______T I wish some doctor would just shove a pipe down my throat and my nose and suck out all the phlegm and mucus. I'd pay big money for that, really.

I'm thinking of doing another CT scan on my nose, a recheck, to be sure. Last time when we did that, Mum's sinus seemed to be worse than mine but soon after she found out that she may have to undergo surgery, her sinus cured. While mine grew worse. So now I'm really considering going under the knife to prevent this from getting worse, because it's really bad once I get infected. Really really bad. Like now bad.

I know I've been talking about my nose (and throat and ears and health) a lot lately. It's really bugging me and I can only wish for a new pair of nose or sinus or whatever it is to get better, you know? Bear with me :/

Be thankful for your health while you can people!



Okay Imma go pack now and sleep as soon as I get to Gombak. I need to rest but I don't know how because even after sleeping for several hours, I will still feel tired, especially now now now.




I need a hug :(