Just the thought of it makes me shiver with fear, with sadness and heartache.
I am scared shitless. I don't even feel like celebrating. Long sighs could not escape me. I am haunted with negative thoughts based on all the bad experiences I've had.
I'm scared. I should be more optimistic but I can't. I'm trying but the negative outcomes are all I could think of because that's what I'm most afraid of. I'm afraid of that.
Nothing I do can calm this anxiety. I'm scared.
I don't want to end this. I can't end this. I can't lose this. I just can't.
God help me :'(
I am scared shitless. I don't even feel like celebrating. Long sighs could not escape me. I am haunted with negative thoughts based on all the bad experiences I've had.
I'm scared. I should be more optimistic but I can't. I'm trying but the negative outcomes are all I could think of because that's what I'm most afraid of. I'm afraid of that.
Nothing I do can calm this anxiety. I'm scared.
I don't want to end this. I can't end this. I can't lose this. I just can't.
God help me :'(
Alyaa, cheer up ! raya dh dekat ! hehehe :)
ReplyDeletebtw i dh send u a cute pink piglet, kasi makan cukup cukup eyy hahaha
Tapi I macam takde mood untuk raya je :/ Boo.
ReplyDeleteA ah dah dapat dah heheh thank youuu :)) Nanti murah hati lagi la eh hantar gifts. I'll definitely send you some too ;) I nak ribbons yo ribbonssss sebab tu je boleh boost sket my coins heh.