My recent posts are all of anger and sadness and stress and frustrations. No happy stories none whatsoever. Life is not looking too good for me at the moment, with poor answers for midterm - and I reckon I'll get even poorer marks at that - and all the frustrations that follows. Gahhhh bengang bengang.
I seriously need to pick up the pace. So what have I missed? Let's see. I have about 5 chapters of MIS to revise, another two of Financial Accounting and about eight modules of Object Oriented Programming which will be on Tuesday ohmaigad. That'll be the last paper, for now and I have a feeling Nashrul's (that's my OOP lecturer) gonna give us some tough questions blahh.
I'm not happy with any of my papers. I'm not confident with any one of them. Not MIS, not UNGS, memang not Calculus and now not Financial Accounting. I understand the steps to make a bank recon but eff-you-see-kay I couldn't understand a thing - what the question wanted, which is which and what not. FAIL !
So yes, it's looking pretty bad for me.
I passed Calculus, with twelve marks behind the full score. I am neither happy nor sad. I'm not indifferent either. I just can't do anything about it because in a way that's what I expected. Haaaahh apa ni aim low nya ya Allah memang under-achiever T___T I could have done better, I think. I mean, I thought I wouldn't be able to answer anything but I did. Hah ha. Tapi still fail. Fail sebab bodoh sangat dapat markah sikit. Memang rasa tak dapat je Dean's List.
Which reminds me, that Sime Darby thing. Lagi la tak dapat. Haaa berangan je. I thought of applying, just trying my luck...even though I know it's a slim chance I'd be accepted. Plus, I heard they'll make you do some calculations? Haih, major trouble. Oh well.
Anyways, despite having a pretty sucky week with sucky exam answers and results, I went to Ikea today and got myself a new pillow. I wanted to buy a pillow (the usual pillow for sleep, rectangular shape and all) but I got the big Gosa Tulpan instead (this one's a relatively big square pillow) so that I can sandar sandar on it hehe. Oh! I also got a new bed finally! Eh, I mean mattress ahhh so awesome. After...12 years, that is awesome news trust me. So yes, next week I shall sleep on ze new mattress hahaha tak sabarrrrr.
Please pardon my language I'm just not in the mood to write proper English today.
Oh, and you know, I happen to have this really weird classmate which I have never talked to but I heard he's an ass (perangai dia la) and he hits girls. Not hit on but hit hitting. He tried to pick a fight with a girl (my friend pulak tu)! Lepas tu dia cakap, "Aku tak kisah nak gaduh dengan perempuan. Aku boleh (or was it tak kisah?) pukul perempuan". Like where the fuck are his balls man, seriously? Thankfully, dude has never spoken to me although he already added me on Facebook. If he dares lay a finger on me I am gonna step on his puny little dick banyak kali sampai dia mandul (like that dream I had the other day but with another person, hah hah ha). You hit me I'll hit you back, harder.
Aaahh I guess I do miss writing crappy stuff for my own pleasure even if I don't use pretty words to decorate my sentences hah.
Azza's flown back to Korea and I didn't even have the chance to see her, and she was here for three whole months! What a crappy friend I am. I haven't seen her since high school gahh. I'm so sorry to have missed out on you like that, and I'm terribly sorry for not sending you last night but you know I had my exam this morning so yeaa, I can't :/ I hope you're doing alright over there Azza!
So that aside, I am doing okay. I am not losing any weight, because I eat just as much as I walk even though it's Ramadhan. Hmm, entah lah. Tapi tak makan three meals a day pun. Alaa, whatever lah.
Oh ye, and Happy Birthday Al ! Even though your birthday was yesterday and I already gave you your slice of cake I thought I'd just post it here since I didn't blog yesterday, heh. And a happy birthday to Min as well although I know that he doesn't read my blog but still, this is for you neighbour!
Alright then, I'm off. Have a pleasant Ramadhan everyone and don't forget to perform qiamullail or something because Lailatulqadar is coming our way Insya Allah.
Turrah.
I seriously need to pick up the pace. So what have I missed? Let's see. I have about 5 chapters of MIS to revise, another two of Financial Accounting and about eight modules of Object Oriented Programming which will be on Tuesday ohmaigad. That'll be the last paper, for now and I have a feeling Nashrul's (that's my OOP lecturer) gonna give us some tough questions blahh.
I'm not happy with any of my papers. I'm not confident with any one of them. Not MIS, not UNGS, memang not Calculus and now not Financial Accounting. I understand the steps to make a bank recon but eff-you-see-kay I couldn't understand a thing - what the question wanted, which is which and what not. FAIL !
So yes, it's looking pretty bad for me.
I passed Calculus, with twelve marks behind the full score. I am neither happy nor sad. I'm not indifferent either. I just can't do anything about it because in a way that's what I expected. Haaaahh apa ni aim low nya ya Allah memang under-achiever T___T I could have done better, I think. I mean, I thought I wouldn't be able to answer anything but I did. Hah ha. Tapi still fail. Fail sebab bodoh sangat dapat markah sikit. Memang rasa tak dapat je Dean's List.
Which reminds me, that Sime Darby thing. Lagi la tak dapat. Haaa berangan je. I thought of applying, just trying my luck...even though I know it's a slim chance I'd be accepted. Plus, I heard they'll make you do some calculations? Haih, major trouble. Oh well.
Anyways, despite having a pretty sucky week with sucky exam answers and results, I went to Ikea today and got myself a new pillow. I wanted to buy a pillow (the usual pillow for sleep, rectangular shape and all) but I got the big Gosa Tulpan instead (this one's a relatively big square pillow) so that I can sandar sandar on it hehe. Oh! I also got a new bed finally! Eh, I mean mattress ahhh so awesome. After...12 years, that is awesome news trust me. So yes, next week I shall sleep on ze new mattress hahaha tak sabarrrrr.
Please pardon my language I'm just not in the mood to write proper English today.
Oh, and you know, I happen to have this really weird classmate which I have never talked to but I heard he's an ass (perangai dia la) and he hits girls. Not hit on but hit hitting. He tried to pick a fight with a girl (my friend pulak tu)! Lepas tu dia cakap, "Aku tak kisah nak gaduh dengan perempuan. Aku boleh (or was it tak kisah?) pukul perempuan". Like where the fuck are his balls man, seriously? Thankfully, dude has never spoken to me although he already added me on Facebook. If he dares lay a finger on me I am gonna step on his puny little dick banyak kali sampai dia mandul (like that dream I had the other day but with another person, hah hah ha). You hit me I'll hit you back, harder.
Aaahh I guess I do miss writing crappy stuff for my own pleasure even if I don't use pretty words to decorate my sentences hah.
Azza's flown back to Korea and I didn't even have the chance to see her, and she was here for three whole months! What a crappy friend I am. I haven't seen her since high school gahh. I'm so sorry to have missed out on you like that, and I'm terribly sorry for not sending you last night but you know I had my exam this morning so yeaa, I can't :/ I hope you're doing alright over there Azza!
So that aside, I am doing okay. I am not losing any weight, because I eat just as much as I walk even though it's Ramadhan. Hmm, entah lah. Tapi tak makan three meals a day pun. Alaa, whatever lah.
Oh ye, and Happy Birthday Al ! Even though your birthday was yesterday and I already gave you your slice of cake I thought I'd just post it here since I didn't blog yesterday, heh. And a happy birthday to Min as well although I know that he doesn't read my blog but still, this is for you neighbour!
Alright then, I'm off. Have a pleasant Ramadhan everyone and don't forget to perform qiamullail or something because Lailatulqadar is coming our way Insya Allah.
Turrah.
thanks for the surprise and your wish here. btw, sape ur classmate tu??
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