Sigh. I woke up early, played with Mika, listened to songs, got mad, got bored, felt lonely and was ALONE.
I hate the feeling of being alone, of being lonely, who does. Sure you'd wanna have some 'Me' time, but too much of 'Me' time is just........ entahlah. Hmm.
By nightfall, I was REALLY pissed off.
Why? Read:
1. Windows media player was acting stupid again, by the end of every song they'd get stuck bit by bit.
2. I'm hungry, bored and very much alone.
3. I have no money.
I don't know where Zhaf is, Afi was occupied and Shafiq won't be back till the morning after. Of course I was bored. Plus Mika's song player went bzzt bzzt at the end of every song. BAKA. If the cause is the damn player then I might just call Dell. Look, it's not like I dropped Mika or slammed on it (which I almost did out of anger) but it's NEW. NEW. NEW. NEW. I felt like calling Dell and making them regret for selling this stuff to me. Stupid.
And stupid Vista. Stupid. Stupid. The guy said something about Windows Xp and stuff. I might just use Xp, yes! Sure, Vista's graphics or the 3D idea thing is nice but it's just so.... LECEH.
The format's all different it can't even read the stupid database thing for Comp2. Apakajadah? Yeah so I was pissed. Not because of the Pc but with the stupid Vista thing.
YOU SHOULD'VE HAD IT TESTED AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN BEFORE SELLING IT IN THE MARKET. CAN'T YOU HIRE PEOPLE TO DO THAT? THAN ACTUALLY PUTTING IT ON THE MARKET THEN ONLY DECIDE THAT IT'S STILL UNSTABLE. THAT'S JUST PLAIN STUPID.
For Vista fans, shut your pipehole I don't wanna hear shit about it. For the moment, I am pissed. Freaking pissed.
Okay, so yes I'm a shopaholic, I just worry I might use more on food till I get my money in January. Okay so, that's my fault for overspending, I can't help myself. Right right. Maybe I might ask Ma to topup a hundred, hey she didn't give me any money for December okaaaaaaayyyy plus I borrowed a fifty from Zhaf and I wanna pay it back before I forget. Hmm.
Shopaholic schmopoholic, I need to keep this together.
Sigh. I should just take a breather really.
S T U P I D
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So Afi accompanied me to dinner, a very late dinner indeed and we had our talk which was good since I can't recall when we had our last talk (we were always busy with our schedules). Boys can be effin slow and daft sometimes. Boys or men, you guys should really pick up the pace or at least try. Some things are better left unspoken, the action of saying it out is just embarrassing for both parties. This is, generally. So why not, be the minority, why not? Kan.
I don't have the mood to blog. And I don't think I'll be online after this, not after I get myself home.
Later.
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I want you here tonight
I want you here
Nothing is taking me down, down, down...
Except you my love. Except you my love...
Monday 17/12/2007
2.16am
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