I went to his page and deleted every single comment I ever sent him, in his profile and his pictures.
I realized now (and before pun) that whenever I'm bored, sad, nervous, down, alone or just feeling all the low points, I'd clean things up or rearrange everything. Like spring cleaning. Yeah. I don't know why, but it seems that way. I remember when I came home last semester and I was feeling a bit sad, knowing I won't be seeing my friends until I get back, so yeah, I did a whole lot of rearranging and cleaning. Cleaned out my lockers, cupboards and threw out almost everything that I did not matter to me. Yeah. Bit by bit, more and more items are thrown into the garbage bag. It's just the way how I handle with things, with my feelings most likely.
Heh.
And now I'm doing this. I haven't the time to do it before, and, now that I'm feeling anxious and slightly guilty, that's the first thing that came to mind. I need to let it go, the feeling. It's nothing. Play it safe, play it well.
I'm sorry.
I will forever be a baby to my parents, especially my dad. I know he loves me, but then, I am a big girl now, sooner or later, I'm gonna spread my wings and venture into this world on my own. Well, I think right now, I already am.
You have to let me go, one way or another, and trust me, I will always be your little girl.
Things are gonna be just fine. Trust me :)
I realized now (and before pun) that whenever I'm bored, sad, nervous, down, alone or just feeling all the low points, I'd clean things up or rearrange everything. Like spring cleaning. Yeah. I don't know why, but it seems that way. I remember when I came home last semester and I was feeling a bit sad, knowing I won't be seeing my friends until I get back, so yeah, I did a whole lot of rearranging and cleaning. Cleaned out my lockers, cupboards and threw out almost everything that I did not matter to me. Yeah. Bit by bit, more and more items are thrown into the garbage bag. It's just the way how I handle with things, with my feelings most likely.
Heh.
And now I'm doing this. I haven't the time to do it before, and, now that I'm feeling anxious and slightly guilty, that's the first thing that came to mind. I need to let it go, the feeling. It's nothing. Play it safe, play it well.
I'm sorry.
I will forever be a baby to my parents, especially my dad. I know he loves me, but then, I am a big girl now, sooner or later, I'm gonna spread my wings and venture into this world on my own. Well, I think right now, I already am.
You have to let me go, one way or another, and trust me, I will always be your little girl.
Things are gonna be just fine. Trust me :)
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