Worn me down

It has been quite an upsetting week for me. I made a mistake and hurt a friend, got all worked up, had nightmares and failed (still failing) to comprehend what was taught in Math III class. As opposed to my first lecturer who taught me Math I, this Miss is more interested in teaching herself than her students, I find it very hard to grasp what she is teaching or saying. Maybe it's just me, I am that slow. How I dread Math :(

It's already been four days and still the matter is not resolved. I realized my mistake but it is too late now. It was purely unintentional, I could've handled the situation in a better way, although I have to admit that I had an enjoyable time but because of me and my selfishness, a friend was left behind and got hurt. I remember telling myself never to be that kind of person again as I was once; I always put my friends last. I want things to be different than it was before, I want balance. I want the best of both worlds, if that's the way to put it.

Apart from that, my bank account has gone from five hundred to zero in a matter of weeks. Yes, it is that bad. I think it's high time I hire a personal accountant to manage my money and constantly remind me that I need to spend less.


I don't feel like writing anymore. And so, a song to delight us all, hopefully.