I had to learn it the hard way, because I was too stupid to listen.
From Mum, Dad, from you even.
Regarding friends, life, secrets, love and most of all, trust.
The people I once hold a high regard and place in my life are no longer there. I've moved them down to a lower spot and currently, there is only one, or two who is still standing. The rest have repeatedly fooled me, upset me, disappoint me, betrayed me and left me behind for 'better' friends.
I always thought when you cherished people as much, they will do the same to you... but somehow that theory seems to be proven wrong. They will however, step on you, betray you, leave you behind, and hurt you if you give them crap, or even if you didn't or haven't. Sadly, I have also played that part towards someone I (claim to) care about and messed up every single thing I could.
I have wronged and have been wronged to.
What goes around comes around, they say. You hurt people and they hurt you back. I believe in that. God pays cash. Zap! For what I did to you I got it from them, and now I am left with no one.
Maybe I will never be good enough, even if I tried. Not for anyone.
So hear this: most friends, they suck. Only one, or if you're lucky, two will stick by you and be true. The rest are just there to share your triumphs, but not your sorrows. && this is only regarding friends. For 'em other things you would have to discover on your own.
From Mum, Dad, from you even.
Regarding friends, life, secrets, love and most of all, trust.
The people I once hold a high regard and place in my life are no longer there. I've moved them down to a lower spot and currently, there is only one, or two who is still standing. The rest have repeatedly fooled me, upset me, disappoint me, betrayed me and left me behind for 'better' friends.
I always thought when you cherished people as much, they will do the same to you... but somehow that theory seems to be proven wrong. They will however, step on you, betray you, leave you behind, and hurt you if you give them crap, or even if you didn't or haven't. Sadly, I have also played that part towards someone I (claim to) care about and messed up every single thing I could.
I have wronged and have been wronged to.
What goes around comes around, they say. You hurt people and they hurt you back. I believe in that. God pays cash. Zap! For what I did to you I got it from them, and now I am left with no one.
Maybe I will never be good enough, even if I tried. Not for anyone.
So hear this: most friends, they suck. Only one, or if you're lucky, two will stick by you and be true. The rest are just there to share your triumphs, but not your sorrows. && this is only regarding friends. For 'em other things you would have to discover on your own.
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