After reading Barneyy's blogs, I realized I haven't any stories/posts on my new mates :) The best :) Who said UIA is all about tudung labuh and strict rules ey? Okay, there are strict rules, but do I look like I care? Haha, jahatnya aku ni.
Anyways.. I'm glad I got into UIA, second intake pulak tu. Takpe takpe, bersyukur je, God has planned something for me. And indeed, it is a great plan :) HAHAHA. I've met the best people. Come come, I'll list them down :D
Afi
Shafiq
Zhaf
Nadzeri
Wafa
Anishh
Mirawrr
Honey
Kak Chom
Cik Fat
Cik Nad
Mista
They're the closest to me. Sure, there are others but this lot are the best of all. Haha, all the jokes, late night talks and laughs; they will be remembered always. Gaga. I'm glad I met you guys :) My classmates are fine as well. Red Prada White Gucci was a huge success, 800 tickets sold out people, beat that! Hahaha. Adoy, I malas nak blab pepanjang about it lah pulak :P Lol.
All and all, I enjoyed all our nights together, practicing till late, eating at aroma almost everyday and making crazy (double meaning) jokes. You guys are the best. Whatever happens, we will always have each other, okay okay :D
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Riiiiight. Back to reality, I haven't studies since I got back. Masya Allah! I want to but am too lazy to go down and get the books. I'll prolly do some Maths exercise afterwards. God. Finals is in two weeks. Or less. Damn. Damn. I miss my darlings terribly.
He called asking me if I'm happy. I told him I'm not. I'm not happy, nor am I sad. I'm okay. I do feel something is missing (which is him, obviously) but I think I need to do this. If we keep on going, all I'm gonna do is scold him and yell and be crazy about everything. I've changed, I have, and I don't think he can handle me. No one can. Apart from that, I do want to be able to breathe and just do this on my own. No more doubts. I do love him still, how can I delete him outta my life? He's been with me too long for me to do that. I just want to be on my own, that's all. I don't want to get tied down into a relationship, well, not now at least. I love you sayang, please understand. I'm sure someday we'll be together again. Be patient my love, for I know this will only make us stronger. My heart is sealed and safe in a big thick vault and I've thrown away the key.
Gahh, enough emotional stuff please. So so, today, I did my chores. Capek! Cleaned the whole house yaw. Am heading back to Kedah tomorrow night I suppose. And I'm going away for quite a long time. Will prolly be back to Kl on the thrid of raya. Lame kan. Then I need to get my ass back to Uia and study (last minute punya la kot) and then on the 20th will sit for my first paper. GAGA. Risaunyaaaa.
My mum's on my bed right now. Talking about future plans, asking about Uia while I type this and reply to Oldilock's message. Aha, tomorrow am going to see my grandma yay yay. Haha I miss everyone! Okay, she left already, thank god.
So so so.
It's almost midnight. I'll stop for fifteen minutes and do my Maths then get back on ya ya ya :) I'm bored. Happy. Content. Sad. Emotional. Everything. Imma wreck. Emotionally dysfucntional is what I say ha ha. So many have changed, yet many still stayed the same. Not making much sense now huh. Gahhh. I've been here for more than an hour haha.
Okay okay. It's almost twelve so I'll stop first and do Maths now.
I love Maths. I love Maths. Keep telling myself that, who know's it'll come true. Haha.
Cheers :D
Anyways.. I'm glad I got into UIA, second intake pulak tu. Takpe takpe, bersyukur je, God has planned something for me. And indeed, it is a great plan :) HAHAHA. I've met the best people. Come come, I'll list them down :D
Shafiq
Zhaf
Nadzeri
Wafa
Anishh
Mirawrr
Honey
Kak Chom
Cik Fat
Cik Nad
Mista
They're the closest to me. Sure, there are others but this lot are the best of all. Haha, all the jokes, late night talks and laughs; they will be remembered always. Gaga. I'm glad I met you guys :) My classmates are fine as well. Red Prada White Gucci was a huge success, 800 tickets sold out people, beat that! Hahaha. Adoy, I malas nak blab pepanjang about it lah pulak :P Lol.
All and all, I enjoyed all our nights together, practicing till late, eating at aroma almost everyday and making crazy (double meaning) jokes. You guys are the best. Whatever happens, we will always have each other, okay okay :D
Riiiiight. Back to reality, I haven't studies since I got back. Masya Allah! I want to but am too lazy to go down and get the books. I'll prolly do some Maths exercise afterwards. God. Finals is in two weeks. Or less. Damn. Damn. I miss my darlings terribly.
He called asking me if I'm happy. I told him I'm not. I'm not happy, nor am I sad. I'm okay. I do feel something is missing (which is him, obviously) but I think I need to do this. If we keep on going, all I'm gonna do is scold him and yell and be crazy about everything. I've changed, I have, and I don't think he can handle me. No one can. Apart from that, I do want to be able to breathe and just do this on my own. No more doubts. I do love him still, how can I delete him outta my life? He's been with me too long for me to do that. I just want to be on my own, that's all. I don't want to get tied down into a relationship, well, not now at least. I love you sayang, please understand. I'm sure someday we'll be together again. Be patient my love, for I know this will only make us stronger. My heart is sealed and safe in a big thick vault and I've thrown away the key.
Gahh, enough emotional stuff please. So so, today, I did my chores. Capek! Cleaned the whole house yaw. Am heading back to Kedah tomorrow night I suppose. And I'm going away for quite a long time. Will prolly be back to Kl on the thrid of raya. Lame kan. Then I need to get my ass back to Uia and study (last minute punya la kot) and then on the 20th will sit for my first paper. GAGA. Risaunyaaaa.
My mum's on my bed right now. Talking about future plans, asking about Uia while I type this and reply to Oldilock's message. Aha, tomorrow am going to see my grandma yay yay. Haha I miss everyone! Okay, she left already, thank god.
So so so.
It's almost midnight. I'll stop for fifteen minutes and do my Maths then get back on ya ya ya :) I'm bored. Happy. Content. Sad. Emotional. Everything. Imma wreck. Emotionally dysfucntional is what I say ha ha. So many have changed, yet many still stayed the same. Not making much sense now huh. Gahhh. I've been here for more than an hour haha.
Okay okay. It's almost twelve so I'll stop first and do Maths now.
I love Maths. I love Maths. Keep telling myself that, who know's it'll come true. Haha.
Cheers :D
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