Doesn't feel right

Third post today, Alyaa hebat! Haha. No, haven't studied, my bad. I've got extra class tonight at 8.30pm and will do my laundry after that. I've got some Physics exercises to ponder upon, Fim articles and analysis to do and Comp2 to read. That is a lot. No Aroma for the night and tomorrow as well I think. Not until I finish my work. Gahh, Dean's List la sangat kan. Macam mana ni Alyaa oii.

Ukays' song is currently on the radio.

Seumur hidup aku ini yang pertama
Pintu hatiku diketuk oleh dua wanita
Punyai ciri selama ini ku cari
Berbeza wajah ayunya tetap asli

Kalau ku pilih di sini apa kata di sana
Kalau ku pilih di sana di sini akan terluka
Perlukah aku pilih keduanya
Bahagi kasih seadil adilnya

Sungguh ku merasa resah
Untuk menilai sesuatu yang indah
Namunku ada pepatah yang duga

Di sana hanyalah menanti
Sampai bila pun ku tak pasti
Bertanya khabar melalui tinta
Jarang sekali bertemu muka
Namun ku tahu dia setia
Dan di sini tetap menunggu
Berada jelas di mataku
Kasih tak luak terhadap aku
Sanggup menunggu kata putusku
Sayang ketabahanmu menawanku

Ku terima satu nota ringkas tulisannya
Dia sedia undur diri dan memaafkanku
Katanya anggap ini satu mimpi
Yang datang sekadar untuk menguji

The song's great alright. I actually typed that as I sang along to it. Haha. It's called Di Sana Menanti Di Sini Menunggu, that I just googled on the internet haha. One of my all time favourite malay songs.

I don't know what I'm feeling. I don't even know why I'm feeling this way. I don't know how to describe it, even if I could my blog's too public for me to express it haha. Thing is, I don't even know how. Entah lah. Pelik sungguh perasaan ini, mengapakah? Am meeting up with Barneyy soon, we're going to the pasar malam wee wee. Maybe I'll talk to her about it. It's not something I want to tell to just anyone. It's just a feeling anyway. It'll go away. And I'll feel better, I'll be okay. I'll always be okay somehow, I have to be, now don't I?

Friggs, my phone's acting real funny. Crazy really, it annoys me every time I flip or unflip in. Stupid. It made that creaking sound. Gahh, must be from all those falls, okay, a number la. But still, damn annoying la weyh. Maybe I should put some baby oil so that it'll stop creaking. Macam bukak pintu yang usang. Bongok. That is one of the reasons why I never want to use a clamshell cell, bak kata Pn. Mahmudah, masale masale. Sigh.

Omg I think I just farted! Ho ho tutup hidung! Malunyaa, ter ter terkentut hahaha. Okay, I'm off now. Selamat petang dan selamat malam.