It must've been the endless weddings I've been to. Or the endless preparations for Cikrah's wedding that stimulated the thought of my own future (dream) wedding. Sometime yesterday afternoon, I've been having visual thoughts of how it'd look like, or how I wanted it to be, from the tents to the flowers to the little details like beadings and materials.
I thought of jotting down every tiny bit of detail but did otherwise. Perhaps it's wiser for me to just keep those thoughts in my head.
Anyways, a few updates on the list. I haven't managed to shed off 2kg but I've been working out quite a lot now. Been doing sit ups, and push ups, and whatever kind of exercise that could possibly help me lose weight, or at least, enable me to fit into my jeans again. And so I did :) When I put on the Gap jeans I've had since forever, it was tight! As in my-legs-can't-breathe tight. Oh yes they were. But now, it's back to how it was, loose :) Yeszaa. Haha. I didn't jog though, haven't, but I will. I will.
I only tried playing the guitar once, haha. Okay, my bad, I should've stick to something and really work for it. But I feel that my fingers are too short or my hands are too small for me to reach for the strings or form a chord. Maybe I'm just not cut out for it ;p As for the piano, I've been playing a little, not really devoting myself into playing a piece but I've been learning how to play a few songs although the arrangements aren't that cool as to the original. I'll hunt for the pieces later. Haha. Ayat-ayat tu, belum hafal lagi. Oh god, Abah is so gonna kill me. I told him I would. It's not too late to start, heh.
Sadly for me, results will be out soon and I've another week of holiday - and I haven't even meet up with the boyans and my other mates here at home - before I head to Uia. I want to study Law, so much, but that would mean I'll be heading to Nilai and leave PJ. Oh godddddddd. Fuck. Why did they make this change anyway lah, gedik. Gedik sgt. Agh, benci. I don't wanna leave PJ. I like it there, it's close to Curve and Mid, far enough from home and still near the city. Nilai would mean, getting stuck in the middle of nowhere. Okay, perhaps I'm not too optimistic about it (of course I'm not!), well, I don't wanna leave PJ. Afi will be there, Zhaf will be there and most importantly, so will Shafiq. God. If I don't go, then I'm stuck with ICT for the time being until I leave for Gombak, but if I go that would mean leaving my closest best buddies, my Lackshits, my Barneyy, my Oldilocks & my Cleo. Cleo. Cleo. I just feel like crying right now. I hate dilemmas.
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaih ;[
Oh, I've finished reading 'The Truth About Forever'. It's really good, like, really really good. I can always relate to Dessen's writings. She's brilliant. It's funny really, if it's really important, fate would make you come back to the place you've been before, a place that seems so familiar. I could feel tears in my eyes as I read the story, there were so many parts which seemed so real, something I've encountered before. It's like, I'm the person in the story, going through the same things (if not most of it), and how the events have changed me. The timing, me reading the book - with the title and the content itself - it's like, a sign or something. Everyone has their own forever, it could be an hour, a day, a month, or even years. It depends on how you look at it. There's a part in the novel, somewhere near the end of it, was this passage:
This other passage is on the last page:
True enough, true enough.
You should get a copy. In fact, you should get every copy of her books. There's seven altogether. I have five now, two of which I haven't bought just yet (I don't have the time and interest to do so...yet), with the latest piece (the one I'm starting to read, just yesterday) entitled 'Just Listen'. I think the title speaks for itself. If you like to read, then yes, you should get her books. If you don't, well, you don't.
It must've been the books, the stories, that made me write in a way I haven't for quite a while now. If you noticed, the tone of my previous post is somewhat different than usual. I used to write that way, in a storylike manner, I've always been fond of that, of how one puts the words into place and creates a sentence long enough that can make you gasp by the end of it. Oh, those literature sentences. Sure, it's nice, it's deep. It sounds level and clear, but somehow sad in a way. I don't know. Maybe it's just me, heh. I can write those stuff thay way, whatever way. I just choose not to ;) (Cue: Frank Sinatra's 'I Did It My Way' plays in the background. HAHA!)
Syuk found my blog, ahaaa, congratulations ol' boy. Syabas! His blog is fine as well, I like the way he writes. Ah, a man of talents you are lad, with a flair for writing and also capturing precious moments on film. Nice. Niksu's great too. Afi's and Meuy's are just a good. Oh and but of course, Sharina's, the dicktator herself ;) Aha. I like reading blogs. I like stalking. I still have a lot to learn, the art of stalking, that is. Barneyy's a great teacher, I'm sure she'll take me in as her protogee. Haha, what am I crapping here, I'm not making any sense HAHA.
I can't wait for tomorrow. Hopefully, will be seeing my CINTAS. Yeah baby yeah! Can't wait. Oh and Ma bought me two tops from Jakarta. A black Zara baby doll dress and a Benetton T-Shirt. Nice, thank you.
I need a new pair of shoes, coloured ones. And some jewelry, long necklaces and a few bangles perhaps. I spend too much, I just can't help myself. I need colour, a splash of colour to go with my Oreo like outfits (oreo here means black and white, not the cookie). I should get ready now (I take forever to get ready huhu), we're all having our late lunch/tea at KLCC, so I'll hunt for the stuff there. Ma wants to check out Zara, she finally realized how good the brand really is, and maybe, just maybe, we can all get something new today. Nope, not getting my hopes up, just pointing out the possibility ;)
This is has been one LONG post.
(Cue: Zhaf's infamous 'since birth' line) LMAO.
I miss you like mad.
I thought of jotting down every tiny bit of detail but did otherwise. Perhaps it's wiser for me to just keep those thoughts in my head.
Anyways, a few updates on the list. I haven't managed to shed off 2kg but I've been working out quite a lot now. Been doing sit ups, and push ups, and whatever kind of exercise that could possibly help me lose weight, or at least, enable me to fit into my jeans again. And so I did :) When I put on the Gap jeans I've had since forever, it was tight! As in my-legs-can't-breathe tight. Oh yes they were. But now, it's back to how it was, loose :) Yeszaa. Haha. I didn't jog though, haven't, but I will. I will.
I only tried playing the guitar once, haha. Okay, my bad, I should've stick to something and really work for it. But I feel that my fingers are too short or my hands are too small for me to reach for the strings or form a chord. Maybe I'm just not cut out for it ;p As for the piano, I've been playing a little, not really devoting myself into playing a piece but I've been learning how to play a few songs although the arrangements aren't that cool as to the original. I'll hunt for the pieces later. Haha. Ayat-ayat tu, belum hafal lagi. Oh god, Abah is so gonna kill me. I told him I would. It's not too late to start, heh.
Sadly for me, results will be out soon and I've another week of holiday - and I haven't even meet up with the boyans and my other mates here at home - before I head to Uia. I want to study Law, so much, but that would mean I'll be heading to Nilai and leave PJ. Oh godddddddd. Fuck. Why did they make this change anyway lah, gedik. Gedik sgt. Agh, benci. I don't wanna leave PJ. I like it there, it's close to Curve and Mid, far enough from home and still near the city. Nilai would mean, getting stuck in the middle of nowhere. Okay, perhaps I'm not too optimistic about it (of course I'm not!), well, I don't wanna leave PJ. Afi will be there, Zhaf will be there and most importantly, so will Shafiq. God. If I don't go, then I'm stuck with ICT for the time being until I leave for Gombak, but if I go that would mean leaving my closest best buddies, my Lackshits, my Barneyy, my Oldilocks & my Cleo. Cleo. Cleo. I just feel like crying right now. I hate dilemmas.
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaih ;[
Oh, I've finished reading 'The Truth About Forever'. It's really good, like, really really good. I can always relate to Dessen's writings. She's brilliant. It's funny really, if it's really important, fate would make you come back to the place you've been before, a place that seems so familiar. I could feel tears in my eyes as I read the story, there were so many parts which seemed so real, something I've encountered before. It's like, I'm the person in the story, going through the same things (if not most of it), and how the events have changed me. The timing, me reading the book - with the title and the content itself - it's like, a sign or something. Everyone has their own forever, it could be an hour, a day, a month, or even years. It depends on how you look at it. There's a part in the novel, somewhere near the end of it, was this passage:
No one could tell you: you just had to go through it on your own. If you were lucky, you came out on the other side and understood. If you didn't, you kept getting thrust back, retracing those steps, until you finally got it right.
This other passage is on the last page:
Forever was so many different things. It was always changing, it was what everything was really all about. It was twenty minutes, or a hundred years, or just this instant I wished would last and last. But there was only one truth about forever that really mattered, and that was this: it was happening.
True enough, true enough.
You should get a copy. In fact, you should get every copy of her books. There's seven altogether. I have five now, two of which I haven't bought just yet (I don't have the time and interest to do so...yet), with the latest piece (the one I'm starting to read, just yesterday) entitled 'Just Listen'. I think the title speaks for itself. If you like to read, then yes, you should get her books. If you don't, well, you don't.
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It must've been the books, the stories, that made me write in a way I haven't for quite a while now. If you noticed, the tone of my previous post is somewhat different than usual. I used to write that way, in a storylike manner, I've always been fond of that, of how one puts the words into place and creates a sentence long enough that can make you gasp by the end of it. Oh, those literature sentences. Sure, it's nice, it's deep. It sounds level and clear, but somehow sad in a way. I don't know. Maybe it's just me, heh. I can write those stuff thay way, whatever way. I just choose not to ;) (Cue: Frank Sinatra's 'I Did It My Way' plays in the background. HAHA!)
Syuk found my blog, ahaaa, congratulations ol' boy. Syabas! His blog is fine as well, I like the way he writes. Ah, a man of talents you are lad, with a flair for writing and also capturing precious moments on film. Nice. Niksu's great too. Afi's and Meuy's are just a good. Oh and but of course, Sharina's, the dicktator herself ;) Aha. I like reading blogs. I like stalking. I still have a lot to learn, the art of stalking, that is. Barneyy's a great teacher, I'm sure she'll take me in as her protogee. Haha, what am I crapping here, I'm not making any sense HAHA.
I can't wait for tomorrow. Hopefully, will be seeing my CINTAS. Yeah baby yeah! Can't wait. Oh and Ma bought me two tops from Jakarta. A black Zara baby doll dress and a Benetton T-Shirt. Nice, thank you.
I need a new pair of shoes, coloured ones. And some jewelry, long necklaces and a few bangles perhaps. I spend too much, I just can't help myself. I need colour, a splash of colour to go with my Oreo like outfits (oreo here means black and white, not the cookie). I should get ready now (I take forever to get ready huhu), we're all having our late lunch/tea at KLCC, so I'll hunt for the stuff there. Ma wants to check out Zara, she finally realized how good the brand really is, and maybe, just maybe, we can all get something new today. Nope, not getting my hopes up, just pointing out the possibility ;)
This is has been one LONG post.
(Cue: Zhaf's infamous 'since birth' line) LMAO.
I miss you like mad.
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