Woman Like A Man

You wanna get boned

You wanna get stoned

You wanna get a room like no one else

You wanna be rich

You wanna be kitsch

You wanna be the bastard of yourself

You wanna get burned

You wanna get turned

You wanna get fucked inside out

You wanna be ruled

You wanna be fooled

You wanna be a woman like a man like a woman like a man

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I'm at the cc again. Teruk kan. Masya Allah. Huhu. I am searching for my fim okay okay. Found one :) Am still searching for another two, if possible. Somehow the connection's a bit slow tonight but that's okay, Damien Rice is keeping me company haha. I loooooooove his husky voice. Sa-woon. I'm done with my fim :) Yesza! See, I work fast haha. I am fast, well, faster than you are boy. Ngeh ngeh.

Aum aum.

And so today was a bit overwhelming, especially at the end of it. Hoho. We had a talk about it, first serious talk. It was overwhelming. There were times when I wished he'd stop, it was killing me. Some things are just meant to be kept quiet but he chose otherwise.

Thanks for talking me through it although there were times when I felt like bursting out into tears, it was just overwhelming, too much. It was embarrassing, I didn't want to feel that way, I didn't like feeling that way, I've felt that so many times before it's enough. But still, you talked me through it, no matter how I tried to elude myself from talking. You were right, I was quite stunned to know all so sudden, I didn't expect it to be that I thought it was just random, not a close person to you. But in the end, I did feel slightly better, well I did. It was out. I did feel better. Although it pretty much terrified me and was darn agonizing, thanks. The good food helps as well, haha.

I love you.